Thursday, February 5, 2009

1;20 am

im still awake and times like this i 
honestly try and wonder why i stay up this late
most of the time. when people ask, i dnt have
an answer. if i dnt have an answer, does that 
mean that there is possibly way too much 
going on in my mind?

it could be due to the fact that my mom and i 
aren't speaking anymore, or my grandmother
is kicking me out.  although i will have my
own place regardless by summer. which is
3 months from now. time is krazyy.

the list could go on and on but those are the most 
recent things right now clouding my head. but
i NEVER deal with these things as they happen.
i always seem to act out or lash out at someone else
which isn't the best thing to do. but at times i lose
myself and unable to control who i am or how i react.

hmmm.... so much to discover "about me"
just when i thought i knew myself.




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the (undiscovered) ?? =/

FIN.

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