poem: untitled, but i love performing this one.

Finally:

just now stepping back into reality

stepped outta the fairytale i thought

i was living in. That's the reason i 

refused to read children's books when

i was younger. cause it aint all happily

ever after in the end.

i allowed love to enter and show her face

again, thinking she would leave the pain

and hurt she causes somewhere else, but 

not with me. As they say fool me once

shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.

what happens when its a third time? i'll 

tell you mine, fool me a third time with the

chance of a lifetime to love someone like me

who would soon take this chance at love again;

is DEAD AND GONE. . . 

NO it aint FUCK LOVE necessarily thats just the

average thought but love has shut down. i respect

her and everything that she means, but she is gone.

one more knock on the door from her and 

I CHOKE LOVE TIL IT DONT BREATHE NO MORE.

belittled thoughts that run across your eyes, 

"damn her heart is cold as ice" well the love

i felt for love was hot like fire, but the fire is dying

faster than man can blink his eye. Now i got this

ice box where my heart used to be, got this ice box

where my heart used to be. Not only is my heart 

trapped in a stainless steal box, but i quickly put 

chains on it so that it would take twice as long to

Reopen it.

so what were you sayin about love?

Renay.

 when i wrote this the relationship i was in i gave it

the utmost attention and made sure i put in 110%

but for somebody like me who loves too hard, i 

soon learned an even harder lesson. although i still

love just as hard, i'm more cautious about who i'm 

"involved" with so that i dnt regret anything later on.