soul searching

it's not until we are old enough that

we begin to try and "find ourselves"

or what i call "Soul Searching."

sometimes when i look in the mirror

i dnt fully see myself and who i am.

i am there, but i dnt see who i am.

i feel like the searching eye, struggling

for survival on a day to day basis.

but i've been on the search for myself since i 

was 14. although i knw what i want to do with 

life, there's just so damn MUCH to do it seems

to be at a stable point in life, and when i look

again in the mirror i'm mentally drained

i want to GIVE UP. but there's always something

that keeps me going. i, with the help of those who

care get pushed to the limit everyday, i may loose

sleep for it sometimes, but i knw that when i go

back to that mirror i know there's something

i forgot or something that's just not quite satisfying

just yet. . . 

back at it again for the days to come.

think about it... FIN